Thursday, January 18, 2007

Mesmerizing

Wild and unwise
I wanna be mesmerizing too
- Liz Phair

The bell rings and I walk to the Speech Room. Nothing I have is for my Speech classes. I check my blue feather and sure enough it's my college schedule that's written and I look around starting to panic and I realize that I don't know anyone anymore and it dawns on me that Sunshine is in America and I'm in the wrong year or something.

And in the wrong clothes. I don't remember putting these on. They're ugly. Ugly, ugly, ugly. And people start to stare as I strip off these ugly clothes until I'm down to my underwear but I don't care. I run down the steps and it surprises me that I'm not ashamed -- it's mesmerizing I feel.

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